So hard to say goodbye - Pain and tears as athlete Twayne Crooks is laid to rest
T wayne Crooks' mother, Marie Chambers Garvey, was inconsolable as she celebrated his life at the Lionel Town Seventh-day Adventist Church in Clarendon yesterday.
"Jesus Christ, oh God, me feel terrible. Losing a child, it nuh easy. It's not easy! Me belly a bun me. Losing Twayne ... oh my God," she said crying and rubbing her belly.
Crooks, a 23-year-old Jamaican athlete, died from stage four stomach cancer in New Orleans, USA, on September 1, three weeks before his 24th birthday and a week after being diagnosed with stage four stomach cancer..
Chambers Garvey said that Crooks, on his sick bed, asked to be returned to Jamaica if he died.
Though the pain was unbearable, she, too, found some comfort in knowing that her son's body was returned to Jamaica.
"It mek it easier. It's easier here. His family is here. Me bury him here, his family is here. If me bury him a New York, a nuh every family have Visa so me happy me carry him here. Everybody can tek part and be a part a all a wah gwan."
Scores of persons packed into the church yesterday, and dozens more took up position on the outside, all in a bid to pay their last respects to the talented, mild-mannered athlete. Among the mourners was was one girl walking around that seemed to be carrying a ton of pain and hurt. She is Khadeejah Tomlin, Crooks' childhood friend.
"We grew up together ... we basically went to the same basic school, primary school and high school. I can't express the feeling I'm having right now because like a month before he passed, we had plans of linking up when he came to Jamaica. This is when he finally came and here I am, saying goodbye," she said slowly.
Tomlin, who was hoping to see her friend again soon, says she refused to believe the news of his passing.
"I couldn't believe it. I was on Facebook when I saw someone posted it and I texted him immediately and realised seh me nah get nuh response. I was crushed because it was just so sudden. We were just making plans. No sign, nothing."
Jean-Marc Smith, Crooks' friend from his old school, Kingston College, is still trying to cope.
"I'm feeling sad and distraught right now. We have run on the same 4x400 team at the Penn Relays, and that's a good memory I have of him. He was a hard worker, a well-motivated person and motivated everybody around him to do good, and he was the type of person that you feed off a him energy. So yuh can know when him sad, happy or anything. I found it hard to train when I heard that he passed away. Me a tek time a cope," he said.
Crooks also studied at Vere Technical High School, Denbigh High School, the University of Technology and the Southern University at New Orleans.
Younne Reid, head coach at the University at New Orleans, described Crooks as a selfless man.
"I spoke with him after he fell ill. Twayne wasn't worried about his sickness, he was worried about whether or not he was letting his team down. Twayne was a master at school, he had a 4.0 GPA. He was more than just a student or an athlete...he was a selfless champion. He will always be cherished by his teammates and the Southern University at New Orleans," he said.